Ratchet - Losing You
(feat. Makou)

As we were driving around the city we had an argument, we were

Slowly consumed by a frustration and change and sadness

As we became closer to home, I was thinking about ending it with her

Ending a time span of a year, not that long

Emotions deepened with time and attention so intense

You couldn't even notice the dark that was lingering

She drank a bit that night and was jealous

Over the fact I was talking with the girlfriend of one of my best friends

She's the jealous type

She screamed

I hate you

That moment I stopped the car

Walking over a grave that's being overrun by cars day in; day out

The highway wasn't that busy

Seeing her eyes like

She didnt know resentment

It was the mental illness that got in her way

But maybe I couldnt do better

Maybe I hated her sometimes

The love was always there

Was I doing my best

Am I a good person

Was she a good person

I wasn't myself with her, she was my home

Still it wasn't good enough

She was the one who comforted me with my anxiety

Like she was the one for me

Is love really this easy thing people talk about

Who was I

When she ended her life that day